Up early, out the door and arrive at hospital for 7:30am for my eldest son's op and told it's cancelled 🙄 so much prep to get him work from school, explain he's off, pre-op appts, wash for a week in surgical solution stuff, worrying and for nothing.....last year at high school was hoping get it done and dusted with it being such an important school year for him! #brothers#mysons#lovethem#motherofsons#whataweek#rant#ohwell#welovefrugi#organicclothing
Don’t wanna be negative nancy here but wow 2010s, you’re a real shit show. It’s like the era where common sense and intelligence gets thrown out the window. 2010s might just be the abnormal child of 2000s and I get that whining on social media is dumb and the message is not gonna get across but that’s how we vent our frustrations with right? Nah just jokin...i’m sure most people out there are sensible and you know i’m happy for you. I’m just wishing on this sliver of hope that maybe 2020 will revert it self to the 2000s, can you even imagine the absence of complications in this world? Simpler times are always better than a era riddled with advancement of technology and dumbing people down. #2010s#rant#humanity#peace#instagram#stupidity#2000s#worldpeace
Im so gross . my sister was super nice got me a bag of chips and i gave it away so i could fast easier but now i feel bad cause my sister was actually being nice. and now il making myself sad at 4 am. wait i didnt notice 3 am passed. wow . i remember getting scared at 3 am cause of "The witching hour". Now im scared to look in the mirror. stuck in my own witching hour.
Working for Fedex and putting on this uniform has definitely been a blessing in disguise.
It has taught me patience (which is by far my worst trait) and helped me jump start my diet while adapting.
At Fedex nothing is in your control until you step out of the building. You wait for packages to get handed to you by package handlers whom consistently put them on wrong routes. They forget to scan them and drop off battered packages which all adds up to more time wasted for us. (We are NOT paid hourly)
Now in the past I would get very frustrated and had the mindset that if everyone would just do their part and fix the problems they make, life would be roses and peaches (wrong saying? 🤔🤷♀️) But the biggest thing I’ve come to grips with is that you can only control you and how you react. Getting upset with someone won’t make them better or fix it. And most definitely won’t help you in any way.
Learn to grow, learn to let go. Learn to not let your emotions take over.
I don't know how to live. I compare my life with everyone else and think how better they are doing than me. And I can't help it. I am jealous of every little thing others have and I don't. I can't change how I think but I still want change in my life. people say I am not sad, i just pretend that I am sad. And I think they are right because pretending helps doesn't it? But I don't want to go around and be happy just to get sad again. You will be thinking from my previous posts how bipolar I am. One minute I am saying something and the other I am saying something else. Yeah I change my mind every minute. And you know what nobody hurt me. It's the truth, I am suicidal because of me, I can change things, I am the only one who can make it alright. But I am scared. I am scared of being happy. And I hurt myself by doing things that I would regret in the future. But at that point of time, it just seems that this would be the end, I won't feel this ever again. But eventually my actions makes me feel more suicidal. You know I want help from someone else because I can't do it for me. I can't even explain the doctor what's wrong with me. You know I always have this kind of little hope that he would come and help me. But at the same time I know it's impossible. I have two different opinions to everything. I love him but I hate him too, I want him but I don't want him also because I know.